I am so, so sorry. I wish there was something more I could say, but I'm just very sorry for your loss. I understand what you're going through, and sadly only time can help. I wish I could be there to give you a big, long hug though. *Huuuuuuuuuuuuuuugs*

I have a new cell phone now. I'll email you the number, in case you want to call and talk, about anything. The only time it's really off is when I'm at work, so you can otherwise reach me anytime.

Again, I'm so, so sorry. *more hugs*